You Are Not A joke

There will be the time when you feel like a joke to the world.

Every component of this world feels like so far away and your hand will never reach it.

And when you almost feel the warmth of the happiness,

When you almost feel the things you thought you deserve,

It will just slip away, no matter how hard you try to hold it.

And it’s okay,

It is okay.

 

Maybe we are too young to understand this,

This is a journey, you are supposed to feel a lot of things.

And remember that you are not a joke.

I know sometimes it’s too much to handle,

But it is okay, and you will be okay.

In fact, you will be more than okay.

There will be the day when you glad those things have happened.

Make your pain into a lesson, you are not hurting for nothing.

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Tentang Rumah

“Sudah hampir jam 12 malam, aku harus pulang ke rumah”, katanya.
Aku pun pulang, ke rumah.
Rumah yang sebenarnya bukan ‘rumah’ yang seperti mereka tafsirkan.
Entah aku yang salah tafsir atau ini memang bukan rumah.

“Kelak kamu akan tahu mana rumahmu,
Rumah yang mungkin sekarang belum kamu mengerti, tapi kelak setiap membuka pintu akan ada senyum lega terbentuk manis dibibirmu”.

The reminder

This is a big world and yet seems so small

Sometimes it is a nightmare, sometimes it’s beautiful

Some days, I too feel tired

And it’s okay to lock your self in your bedroom

(As long you are not hurting yourself)

 

I know your mind is trying to break your walls down

I know you don’t know how to stop it

And i know there is no one to lean on

There is no shoulder to lay your messy mind

 

Love every part of your self, including your own mind

Appreciate everything

Write, make a poet, make a song

Make a painting, turn your pain into something beautiful

 

And I know this words doesn’t rhyme at all

But i hope it will help you to calm your storm

Theory of life

Don’t be naive

Accept the theory of life

About there is always the time when you have to say goodbye

Immortal is a fairy tale

We have to ready with the consequence of saying hello

No matter how hard we learn how to let go

We will never accept the fact when its’ gone.


(Writing this because someone just stole my wallet) :(

 

 

Si banyak pikir

Sedang ingin menulis tentang apa saja yang terlintas dipikiran,

Entah itu bisa dijelaskan dengan logika sampai yang paling aneh sekalipun.

Pernah kabar perekonomian negara mengisi pikiran,

Walau tak mengerti apapun tentang kenaikan rupiah.

Pernah suatu ketika berdiam hingga sedih.

Pernah pula termenung lama terpikir mengapa pernah berkata pahit padanya

Atau pernah hanya berpikir tentang nanti ingin makan apa.

Dan tetap saja kertas masih putih tanpa coretan isi pikiran.